Today I just want to go to heaven. I don't want to live one more day in this crappy world. Full of shit. Filled with evil. Suffering. Hatred. Egoism. Bitterness. Pain. War. Poverty. Indifference. Pride...

I just want to run away from everything. Run away from all the stupid rutines, traditions, strive for no reason. All the things that keep us from living our lives in fellowship with God and each other. I want to run away from all the unwritten rules about who I should be, and who I should not be. Tired of being placed in a box. Tired of allowing people to place me in that box...

I want to run away from this world's mindset. Why are people so surprised when you give away a little love?

God didn't intend the world to be like it is. It is not God's will that children are starving, that small girls are being raped, and that the rest of the world close their eyes and pretend that they don't see... But He sends me and you, so that we can be in this world and show His love..

The LIGHT that is in us, is GREATER than the darkness of this world...

Intimacy...

Who do I serve?
Who do I try to please?
When will I realise that to serve myself does not make me happy.. When will understand that I can never meet the deepest need in other peoples heart, only God's love can do that.. When will I know that intimacy with the heart of my Father is the key to live a life in victory..
To be intimate.
To hear His voice.
To touch His heart.
To feel His love. For me. For others.
To share everything with Him.
To cry with Him. Laugh and dance with Him. Sing to Him. And listen when He sings to me.
To let Him hold me in His arms, and give me all that He is...
Is it posible? To be intimate with the Almighty God?
Is't up to you..
I love Him because He loved me first.

Know your identity.

Who are you? Who am I? Who I am, or who I believe I am, is what I build my life upon. Do I put my identity in myself? someone else? or do I put my identity in Jesus Christ? What is the fundation in my life? What was Jesus' fundation? The first thing Jesus was told by His Father before He started His minestry was "This is my SON, in whom I am well pleased" or in other words; this is my son, whom I LOVE. That was Jesus' fundation. He needed to know who He was, and that He was loved. So do I. So do we. The most important thing I can ever get a hold of, is that I am God's daugther, and He loves me. Not because I am lovable, but because God is love. As long as I put my identity in myself, I will never succed. I need a revelation of who I am in Jesus.. Do you?