surrender

I've never been so secure in Gods love than I am now. I've never known so much about Him, or experienced more of His goodness. I've never known so many truths about Christ and who I am in Him. His word has never been more alive for me than it is right now. I've never had more revelations about the Father, or heard His voice clearer. I've never trusted Him so fully or loved Him so deeply. Still I sometimes find myself thinking thoughts like; is God real? who am I? who is God? what happens if I just end my life today?
I know where theese thoughts come from. And as long as I want to follow Jesus with all I am, I will face resistance. If you're not bumping your head into the evil one, means you are running the same direction.. Jesus ask us to SURRENDER ALL TO HIM. So simple. So huge. So difficult. That is the biggest thing in life. and the thing the enemy are most afraid of. Because that will glorify God on earth. that will make a difference that will last forever.

I am greatest when I am on my knees, and have totally surrendered all to You my King.